Unmeditated: Days One Hundred Nineteen - One Hundred Twenty Four

What happens when I don't meditate for a couple of days? The things I cannot control become bigger, darker, more present. Is it a coincidence that I've forgotten to do so many things? And the things I've forgotten to do take on such importance? I am a bit unsettled, unfocused, unaware.

The stuff that creeps back is quiet, subtle. I remember this stuff and it remembers me.